I need emotion Novocaine, I need a numbing of my brain

I need somethin’ to take away the remains of your name

I need amnesia for a day and an umbrella for the rain

That hasn’t gone away since you said you didn’t need me

Wishin’ that I was your bottle

So I could be close to your lips again

I know you didn’t call your parents

And tell them that we ended

‘Cause you know that they’d be offended

Did you not wanna tell them it’s the end

And I know we’re not supposed to talk

But I’m getting ahead of myself

I get scared when we’re not

'Cause I’m scared you’re with somebody else

So I guess that it is gone

And I just keep lying to myself

I can’t believe it

I, I miss you, yeah I miss you

I miss you, yeah I miss you, oh I do

I miss you, yeah I miss you

Though I’m tryin’ not to right now

You weren’t a fan of pictures

So I hardly ever took 'em

Got them saved in my mind from the bedroom

So that way I can’t forget your skin

So I saved all the texts

All of the best over the years

Just to remind myself

Of how good it is

Or was

And I know we’re not supposed to talk

But I’m getting ahead of myself

I get scared when we’re not

'Cause I’m scared you’re with somebody else

So I guess that it is gone

And I just keep lying to myself

I can’t believe it

I, I miss you, yeah I miss you

I miss you, yeah I miss you, oh I do

I miss you, yeah I miss you

Though I’m tryin’ not to right now

barnvs:

no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice

(Source: zelldas, via theendis-nigh)

tharealsydshady:

if u ever meet someone who makes ur life flow easier and makes u laugh a lot keep them, that’s all u need

(via bby---grl)