March 2009
no one on the corner has swagga like us
I just finished filling out an application and turned it in. I hope my M.I.C. doesn’t prevent me from getting this job, I haven’t expunged my record yet because it will take too long… PRAY FOR ME, I NEED THIS JOOBBBBB! aaahhhhhh
Also, I hope that my car is fixed by Monday. Not having a car is suuuuch a fucking pain.
February 2009
cuz everybody knows the game don't stop
Damn, this is like the millionth night I’ve stayed up til 2. Even though it’s Friday night, I have work in the morning and I’m gonna be tireeddd. Haha. I probably won’t go to sleep til like 3. Whatthefuckeverr :)
HOPEFULLY TOMORROW TURNS OUT WELL. Er, tonight. :)
diligently doubtful through all kinds of trouble
Daaaamn. I didn’t realize it was going to be so complicated to obtain my juvenile record so I can destroy that shit. I have to call 2 different Clerk of the Court people and I have to talk to a million people asking them how I get my record and then finally they tell me I have to fax a request to some random number. askdfjasdlfkj
I hope this doesn’t take long, I need a new job. If I...
more than a toe tag generation full of regrets
Fuck I love my grandma. Haha. She just randomly called 5 minutes ago and talked to me about how my life is going. She said she was happy that I was staying in Arizona, because I need to do things on my own and get out there and live life. She even told me to take a break from school for awhile, I can always go to college anytime. Haha. She is priceless. Even though she despises my piercings and...
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TO DO:
I have been slackin’ hardcore. I need to get a lot of shit done before my family moves in like a month. yeah. a month. !
Find juvenile record
Finish filling out expunge papers
Go get state tax forms from the post office
After expunging record, apply for a new job
Fill out government financial aid for school or whatever
Call education services in Oklahoma to see if I sent them my...
go ahead
I feel weird. I feel anxious. I feel nervous. I feel excited. I feel scared. I am ready to spread my wings and be on my own. Atleast semi on my own haha. But I am scared that my family isn’t going to be here anymore. I mean I’ll have my dad and my grandma but they aren’t really here for me like my mom and my brother and sister. Bleh. I’m just full of mixed emotions lately....
“You might feel like a smoldering volcano today, especially if you think that...”
– Capricorn horoscope
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tiny dancers
I am really into listening to old music lately. Mmm :)
Life is good lately. A little quirky but it’s good.
“Fall in love or fall in hate.Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a...”
Memory Study
I hate the fact that you made me feel so forgettable, but I can’t forget you.
you gotta rearrange rearrange us
Hahah. God, boys are so fucking cute and ridiculous sometimes. :P
“Style goes way beyond fashion; it is an individually distinctive way of putting...”
to release me
Valentine’s day was fun. I really want to watch the rest of The Machinist with Meg. We both fell asleep :( haha. Tonight was fun though, I hung out with Joey and Lena and other peoples. Oh and I had work today 2 to 7 and that blew. I felt like shit all day except when I went out, so that was pretty sweeeeet hahah. Thank god I have tomorrow off. But all I’m doing is packing and shit....
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:)
Happy Valentine’s Day everybody! Tonight I’m going out to dinner and seeing He’s just not that into you with Meg. I feel like it’s gonna be a good night :) Hopefully I feel better by tonight because ever since last night around 3 in the morning I’ve been sneezing and my nose is being annoying as fuck. Gaahhhh!
:P
haha another one I love. I need to stop posting...
I used to be obsessed with this song when I was...
all i want to do
I had a dream about you today. It made me really sad.
Mannn, fucking hopeless.
“there is no such word as “loved”. Love has no past tense. If you...”
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sip a lil somethin' leave the rest to spill
My sister and I are cleaning/getting rid of a shitload of stuff in our room. My mom was going to make us both go to school today (when it was a half day and all we were doing was doing anti-harrassment activities) and we both really didn’t want to go. We were both being twats about it this morning because we thought she was going to make us go regardless but we told her NOBODY we knew was...
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i'ma touch the sky.
Today is so windy and cold, I don’t like it. Actually I can stand the cold, but I fucking hate wind. Wind is my hair’s archenemy. Also, I feel myself getting sick. I really hope I don’t, because being sick is so shitty. I think it’s because my brother is sick and on top of that I never take my multi-vitamins like I’m supposed to; I don’t get enough vitamins from...
the love on
my lips, Sweetheart, I’m sorry but you’re not the first.
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everything i know.
Bold the ones you’ve done.
01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink 02. Swam with dolphins 03. Climbed a mountain 04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive 05. Been inside the Great Pyramid 06. Held a tarantula 07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone 08. Said “I love you” and meant it 09. Hugged a tree 10. Bungee jumped 11. Visited Paris 12. Watched a lightning storm at sea 13. Stayed up all night long...
close your eyes, listen to my voice.
I’m getting sick of being judged for everything I do, so I have officially decided I don’t give a fuck.
i’m getting lazy with twitter. sorry. i’m just sitting around at home.
Time to transcend
I really don’t like Sundays. I’m glad I’m ungrounded though. I wish it was last night again. Anyways… I feel like a big tool. I’m not going to say why but it’s pretty lame of me. My nose stud is making me want to sneeze. I’m really tired, I think I will go to sleep early tonight. Which I never do haha.
God, this was the most pointless post ever.
Good music :)
